I know I shouldn’t even be asking this question, but okay, here I am at this troublesome junction and I am really confused about my next move. I am the one who always preaches to follow your heart but this time I am confused. If you know me by now, you must be knowing that I listen to everyone and ultimately do what I think is right, so that later on I don’t have anyone to blame things on. At the end of the day I know that all my decisions are solely taken by me.
Anyway, coming straight to the point, as you know I have rejoined my work place and given up on all my other plans. So the confusion here is, I am working just for the salary. I don’t enjoy the workplace, it’s a small firm and no growth is the issue. I mean, I have been working here since the last 7 months and there has been no substantial growth. The only pros can be its close to home. Instead of doing this, I could simply concentrate on my Yoga, Blog and Tarot Cards for sometime and work as a freelance just to keep the money following. Of course the freelancing has a little less pay than what I am getting right now, but I am not happy at this job, it is only for the money.
I don’t know what should I do, should continue working here because I know I’ll get monthly salaries? Or should I take some time off, experiment and follow my heart but with a little less pay?
According to my friends and family, I am stressing a lot over this, being just 22 years old, they think I need to take it easy and I have a lot of time in my hands to experiment. But on the other hand, they also suggest that I need to settle down and grow with my existing salary, basically ‘Don’t disrupt the money existing money cycle’.
I am so confused! Help!