Two States, of mind

By burying your head in the sand, you just lose out on all the golden opportunities that float around you. You just need to catch it before it flies away. 

Have you ever felt helpless about a particular thing where the solution and answers are right in front of you but you still cannot do anything about it? For a change, I am in a very happy and content space right now, but then still I get this feeling at times. I have everything that I want, but I don’t have something that I need. It’s there with me, around me, but not mine to keep. 

Patience is the key to happiness. Yeah. But I cannot wait any longer. I have my happiness right with me. But wait, I don’t even want to rush into anything. What do I do? What do I want? For me, the longer I wait for anything, the less excited and happy I become. I don’t want this to happen in this case. To wait or not to wait? I don’t know! At times I think why should I wait when I can have all of it right now, but then I think it will be worth the wait. But knowing myself well, I know I will lose the interest and the excitement. I don’t like it boring. But not everything is about me. I need to prick the bubble of my fairytale world that I live in. Now is the time to focus and achieve everything that I had dreamt of. But no, I want this too. I am not a person to leave everything on its own to fix itself. I don’t let time handle my situations. But it’s a two way street, just my thoughts cannot triumph over everything. Let’s see how this wait turns out to be. For a change I will try leaving everything for time and fate to handle. 

Never mind, I am okay. This is good. 


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