It feels as though I have lost all the emotions. I don’t care what others think now. Even after giving in so much for a thing, if all you get back at the end is curse words then that sure makes you take yourself lightly. That only makes you self note it that you aren’t supposed to give in that much the next time. The ‘exclusivity’ is also losing it’s meaning now. I don’t think about it that way now. Everything is becoming too casual for me. All emotions appear to be vanishing away. I don’t think much, but I am always lost in some thought. My tear buds have dried out yet I cry inside. Cry over nothing. I am unable to express myself. I am tired of carrying off a happy face when all I want to do is curl up in a blanket. All day all night. Solace is the need of the hour. All I know is this isn’t me. Even though it’s a temporary phase, but still I am not liking this temporary phase. But one thing is for sure, there is no looking back now.