The only thing that’s on my mind right now is to get away. I just want to run away from this mess. That’s not a good option, but yes, that’s what I really want to do. I just want to be away from all the drama, tension, stress, thoughts, everything. I am actually scared of my own mind now. It has got all these weird thoughts and desires and what not off lately. Running away from all the mess seems such a nice option right now. Just sitting at the edge of a mountain or by the sea would be so great. Of course with absolutely zero connection with the real world. No mobile phones, no internet, no communication, no companion, just by myself. I just want to be. Everything around me is getting on my nerves. Things are upside down. I feel aimless again and I am not liking this. This is not how I want to live. This is not me, cribbing and crying. I don’t want to be the person that I have become, anymore. I NEED a get away for myself.